Macabre, Siddalee Annabel

[Siddalee Annabel Macabre]

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siddalee annabel macabre

* - - - once upon a time

full name: siddalee annabel macabre
nicknames: sidda - everyone. ragdoll - father. petit bébé - the rest of her family.
meaning of name: well i was watching the ya-ya sisterhood..i know very odd but i thought that name the name siddalee was fitting. its sally and siddalee are close enough to each other for me to give the character. since sally is like a very dark character, since they all have to be in some way living in Halloween town and all...i thought i might give her the middle name of Annabel..which comes from Edgar Allen Poe's writings of Annabel lee. for her last name i wanted to give it something dark as well...it just sort of came to me. 'characterized by a grim or ghastly' and it gives a nice ring to her name that i look for in all characters.
age: 23
birthday: October 31th
occupation: Assistant for bendel. co fashion and magazine
Co-Owner/ Maker of Amas Veritas organic supplies.
play by: Amanda Seyfried
canon: sally from nightmare before Christmas

* - - - the fairest of them all

Sidda is a person that has all these odd looking qualities about her face, but some how she pulls it off. Her eyes are too large and her lips are very pouty. She has skin that is as white as snow and crystal blue eyes with thick long lashes. Her eyes give her the appearance of a porcelain doll, while her body gives her more of the appearance of a ragdoll. Her face is very round and she always has a light tint of pink in her cheeks that turns a vibrant red when she is a. under pressure b. embarrassed c. angry or d. very hot or very cold.

Almost the same thing goes for her little button nose. Her skin is very sensitive to the weather. Extremely hot temperatures and Sidda don't exactly mix unless she has a frozen water bottle and A/C around her at all times. Its why she likes the night time better then anything. A person as white as her can't really risk trying to get a bit of sun...unless she wants to look like a walking talking lobster.

Sidda has about five types of smiles, all are shown through her pearly whites. If there is one thing she is proud of, its her cavity free mouth. still her smile isn't always a genuine smile. there's the strained nervous smile that looks as if she were a barbie doll in a plastic box. there's the 'she's not really listening smile' which is more like a mona lisa smirk. there's the smile she gives to family members that is more of a exasperated half smirk. the pressured smile is when you can see almost all her teeth, like the koolaid man. you can tell when she is really smiling because the dimples on her cheeks push in noticeably.

Her father is a doctor after all and heavily insists upon her taking care of her body. Now speaking of bodies, Sidda is a little taller then most women her age. She's around five foot eight inches and her limbs appear longer than usual, giving her what her father likes to call a 'ragdoll' look. In fact that is her nickname from him. Sidda isn't proportionate at all really. She feels her chest is too big for her body and legs are too skinny. It was the reason she could never really be a dancer, skinny little legs and something about not having dancers feet or whatever they mean. she likes her arms and hands though. she has petite hands that have a spindly quality about them. her arms don't flap around and that's enough for her to like them....not being big on the whole exercise anything.

its something most hate hearing but...Sidda doesn't exercise..she is naturally very tall and skinny. At work she eats like she is supposed to, salads and such...when she is out by herself..be sure that you can find her scarfing down a double the meat chili burger with cheese fries and a pepsi. sidda is a natural red head but ruined that color by dying it blond when she was in high school...so now she has to constantly dye it a bright red until her roots grow in fully. she usually wears her hair down, its very long reaching up to the middle bottom side of her back. the top part of her hair is always straighter then the rest of her hair.

as for clothing and style wise, sidda likes to make her own clothing most of the time. which is why she wants to be a designer of sorts. everyone loves designer clothing, but she rather take the pieces that were already spectacular and make it into her own. if you want specifics though, she has an old sense of fashion when it comes to herself. she likes the old hollywood look and the pin up styled hair. below the knee skirts, pumps, plaid, and stripes are her favorite things to wear. she can almost never be found without a vibrant red lipstick and the color 'wicked' painted on her nails.

* - - - look deep inside

Sidda feels like no one understands her, as if she is the only person on the earth that doesn't really know herself. It sounds dramatic, but that is exactly what it feels like to her. She looks at everything differently then those around her. Its like when you are in class and during the discussion everyone agrees with each other...she would be the one to come up with the counter argument. She has a much deeper way of thinking about everything, while everyone is caught up in the rush of the world...Sidda slows down. She feels like the life that she lives a life that drags on in repetition. She craves change but is also afraid of it...of how it will affect her.

Sidda is secretive yet creative. She is a genuine person and often lets people walk all over her, mostly because they know she is kind enough to let it happen. Friends of Sidda could tell you that at a party, she is always a spectator. She finds a corner and observes everything around her rather then join in. It doesn't exactly make her a social person. The only way she really knows anyone is because she grew up in this little town. Sidda doesn't get out much because she comes from a strict house hold...the only time she got out was when she would become restless. Sidda is always restless...she wants to be able to be around people even if she isn't participating.

Sidda really just wants somewhere to belong. She wants to get out of her shell but something about doing the very act scares her. She has become so shy that it always feels like a block is in front of her. A block put their by her father. One that she can't break down...even feeling excited is sort of taboo for Sidda. She is also very thoughtful, loving to be as much help as she can be. Sidda is part of many organizations...like the ones that you see on the tv. Anything she can do to give back to the community or the sickly puppies and children of the world. She is the friend that hears you are sick and surprises you with soup from the chinese take out, a stack of dvd's under her arm.

Sidda finds it difficult to sort out her feelings. Her uncle is her psychiatrist actually...even though her friends like to play shrink sidda all the time. She has inner problems and a lack of closure in her life. Its like she can be so strong sometimes, but at any moment she can fall apart. Really, Sidda has never really felt like she was loved. She even feels cursed because of it. Her father real father knew about her but split when he found out that her mother was pregnant. Unloved even before she grew into a fetus. Her mother obviously didn't love her because she still had a few drinks while she was pregnant with Sidda which was why she came out a premature baby. She stayed with her a year and then dumped her off. She was adopted by a man that she feels views her more as a possession then a daughter (no matter how much she loves him). Then on top of that...she's never had a boyfriend before. Never had a real first kiss or anything. Most of all...she is looking for a deep connection with someone.

Its on the days that this hits her (which is about everyday) that she has to pick up the pieces...suck it up and store it away in a part of her mind to worry about another day. She hates feeling hopeless and its the feeling she gets most of the time. She can't stand that her father is so over protective...even if she is by law A WOMAN...she can already vote...that should count for something. She hates her period because it reminds her of awkward times with her father making her take all these vitamins and watch her diet for her....when she would just dream about cafeteria food all day (which you know it nasty so for her to crave it...is disturbing).

She wants to eat greasy things that are triple fried and drenched in chocolate...no matter if it clogs arteries or is bad for your skin. Sidda hates limitations and rules. She hates that she keeps everything pent up inside and has to take in everyones bullshit. She dislikes when people call her a pushover because she knows that she can be one sometimes...but when she stands up for herself they call her nasty names. Sidda strongly dislikes everything scheduled...yet her life has become one BIG schedule...thanks to work. She dislikes traffic and hearing about interoffice sex. She dislikes talking about her lack of a sex life and dating life...and really really dislikes the blind dates her friends set her up on.

Her hobbies are enamels art, fashion and design, stain glass making, jewelry making, planting, and yoga. She loves to babysit kids and see how they interact with each other. Volunteering when she has the time. she likes traveling short distances and trying new foods. mini road trips are fun to do, gives her time off. Picnics at the park and candle making. She's a really accomplished fencer thanks to her fathers odd love of it. Siddalee also makes her own shampoos, conditioners, lotions, soaps and other products..all from things in her garden. She has a small business in the town that sells her products. Its mostly just towns people that come in to buy them though and a small shop.

* - - - the family honor

Siddalee Annabel Macabre was born to Frank Alastair Macabre and Beatrix Lenore Walker, on Halloween night. Why the two different last names..well because Beatrix was Siddalee's actual mother and Frank was her foster father. Frank always wanted a child of his own because the man honestly lived a lonely life. No woman could really stand to be around him much. He was wealthy and completely alone, even his family made excuses not to see him. So the window of opportunity arose for him. Women, are suckers for babies and a single father. Beatrix was an unfit artist/alcoholic/mother that felt such postpartum depression that she could no longer look at her redheaded baby girl. Before Siddalee's second birthday..she was given into the system and picked out of it by Frank. She has no idea who her real father is and neither did her mother...could be some random bar patron that was looking for an easy lay.

Growing up Sidda always had a woman around...well several women. Her father has had girlfriends after girlfriends...upon more girlfriends. Sidda just knows them as the flavors of the week and is always torn when she knows that some of them have the potential to be an actual mother. For elementary school...Sidda was home schooled which plays a big part in why she is more on the antisocial side. She lives in this huge mansion and most of the towns kids either didn't notice her or thought she was a freak for being locked up in such a big house. Throughout her years...Sidda was a run away. She always ran away from home because she wanted to experience things...not to be excluded from everything. On the upside...staying at home made her a better house wife candidate and a killer fashion designer.

It was the only thing she looked forward to and the only thing her daddy dearest would allow her to have to "leisure time". Italian and French vogue..runway....elle...W...harper's bazaar..it was her guilty pleasure and one she took very seriously. Her father promised her that she would have a chance to go to middle school and that just about changed everything for her. She was nervous about not fitting in and suddenly conscious that her daddy had been the one picking out what she wore and it no longer suited her style. From then on, her father would buy her clothing and she would take them, chop the up and make them her own. The internet helped her greatly of course and the many magazines she had piled up.

Middle school was a whole new world to Sidda, some people were cruel to her but then there were those strong minded people that stuck by. The were the ones that saw how awkward she was and thought it was interesting that she was home schooled. Sidda struggle with some subjects...math being the main one and flourished in others. The ones she did the best on were the more artistic ones. Band, art, gym, health, and especially chorus. Sidda loves to sing but does it for fun. That was a big hit with her friends..that would take her to karaoke spots while she would say she has after school to her father. Once she got a taste of the outside world, she wanted to soak it all in. Her father is quite the heavy sleeper...so she either lies to him or sneaks out when he has gone to bed. His sometime late work hours give her a chance to be out. Of course she has been caught numerous times and punished by being escorted back home by nanny watch. Sidda cares for her father and see's much of his personality in her...but she just hates how overprotective he is.

High school ended too soon for her liking, even if she felt alone most of the time. She became fast friends when she would help the guidance counselors and the teachers. She was an excellent student and very attentive. Participating in helping the schools organizations (like giving blood)...clothing drives and canned food drives. High school was fun for her...but it was nothing compared to college. She met great people and learned so much. Sidda got to do an internship with a designer that loved her fresh out look on designs and her ability to think out the box, so much that she recommended her to a top designer. She has moved up from intern to full time assistance (sounds easier then it really is) and hopes that she will move up towards a recommendation for a prestigious fashion magazine that will connect her to all the right people that will help her get her fashion line up. Siddalee has a small shop in town that sells her all natural organic health and beauty products..all tested by her father and all made by her. Its a hobby of hers and something she turned into a way of income. She still lives in her fathers house...but has now moved down into the large basement that has become her apartment. Rather embarrassing but she still feels too attached to move anywhere else. She isn't dating anyone and is embarrassed about living with her father. So she doesn't really bring guys to the house....that is...if she would ever meet an actual guy. She is so damn shy that she doesn't know how to let someone know she likes them.

* - - - connect the dots

the reason i picked Amanda Seyfried is because she had the same facial structure that sally had. she has very large eyes, a very round face and this pout that is (i kid you not) identical to that of sally's. even the space of their foreheads match..some people have large foreheads, normal...or ones that are barely there. the only bust was that amanda has no pictures as a red head, i guess that will just mean i have to come in and touch them up a bit. they are also both rather pale in complexion..of course sally is paper white but amanda would be considered very white.

Sally was resentful of doctor Finklestein overprotective behavior which is exactly how Sidda is towards her father. Sidda is not really her fathers daughter, just like Sally was only created from a piece of Finklesteins brain. There was no mother in the picture so I pretty much kept her out of it. I kept the names similar to each other and made Sidda just as observant as Sally was. She would always be watching the town meetings but never really participating in them. It was like..she was just happy to see them be...also she was too shy and curious enough to stay and watch. Both of the characters have a habit of running away to go off and be on their own...but they always return back to their home.

* - - - the stuff heroes are made of

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